If this ain't love, don't know what it is. LOL!

It's a crush. Just a PLAIN CRUSH. I'm 15 years young and it's NORMAL to have a crush, right? So let me write about this normal-ness of mine. Hahahaha :D

I've heard his name before but I didn't mind who this guy they were talking about was because I didn't know him. He's my best friend's crush too. Forever-crush, in fact. So I've heard about him like a million times before and didn't care until that day... ♥♥♥ hahahahahaha. I won't get into the details of how I met him since it would be too obvious. I want to keep *his* identity a secret. Hahahahahaha. Gosh, I feel so weird writing this blog. Hahahahaha.

Soooo every tweet/Tumblr post that talks about "Mr. Right" or about, well, crushes... They all remind me of him. HAHAHA :">
"You make me go asdfghjkl" <--Ohhh tell me about it! Hahahaha. Just the thought of him makes me wiiiiiiiiiiiiiild. Hahahahaha.

And you know what, of all the posts/blogs I've written, I've never smiled this big while typing. Hahahahaha *insert smile from ear to ear* :D

I don't know if he's single or taken or it's complicated.
He'll still be my crush, no matter what.
I'm not asking him to like me back. No.
Just let it be. Just leave me alone. Hahahaha.
And besides, he inspires me a lot. Which is a good thing :)))

I remember the time when I was extremely superbly majorly inspired that I was able to write my speech for the English subject in just an hour or two. And I was able to memorize it overnight. I could still remember that feeling... That uber-inspired feeling... Hahahahaha :"> And when I gave my speech, i think it was pretty good coz I was the 2nd best speaker in class. You feel how inspired I was? Ya feel et? Hahahahaha.

Ok, you may think I'm obsessed or whatever but I don't care :)))
Having a crush, it's normal. And it inspires me. And I get all the benefits!
I work harder when I'm inspired, yknow. ;D

LOVVVVVVVVVVVE LOTSSSSSSS, Me ☺♥☮♡

Playing Dress-Up

Just the word dress-up excites me. What more if I dress up REAL models! That's what I've been addicted to the past years. That's what I've been doing everyday this summer. Looklet is THE website. The clothes are something I would raid if it were someone's!!! Cropped top, high-waisted shorts, blazers, killer heels, and all that! I love love love playing dress-up. (Well, if you're a boy then it wouldn't be as fun.) I have all the time in the world to play especially now that it's summer!!! :)

So here are some of the looks & models I dressed up!







If you're bored then sign up to Looklet.com!
I love being a girl. Mwahahaha :)

This is as pointless as that 4-letter word

Hopeless Romantic is what I am. I love love stories!!! I get butterflies at the littlest of things and I blush just seeing my crush, though he's still 10 miles away, my heart pumps like it's the end of the world. I get a little obsessive, especially when it's Justin Bieber. Well actually, not just a little but I get REALLY obsessive when it comes to crushes, celebrity crushes. Bieber, in particular. But I wouldn't want to be his girlfriend, or anybody's girlfriend because.....

I always thought of relationships as something overrated. I don't want anyone calling me theirs. Hearing "you're mine", gosh, I'd rather jump off a cliff. Of course, I'm exaggerating. I wouldn't want to jump off a cliff. My life is awesome. So back to where I was... Relationships. At my age? No no. 20's? 30's? Yes, you should go get a boyfriend. Who would want to end up living single with 58 cats?

I really don't know what I'm writing about. Hahahaha. So my apologies if this gets pointless.

So there's this song with lyrics I'm inlove with. It goes...
"It's always been about me, myself and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last"


I may be inlove with a lot of people (Justin Bieber, Johnny Depp, Chuck Bass, Jun Pyo, L, C, A, and those real people who aren't under Hollywood's spotlight) but I am inlove with myself more. Wayyyyy more inlove!
Narcissist? Kind of?
Self-centered? A little... Hahahaha.
Selfish? It depends.
I love myself, yes. But I also love my family and friends. I'm not selfish when it comes to loving them. But when it comes to people whose purpose in life is to ruin other people's life, with them I'm selfish. I'm selfish with my time and attention. I don't give them my time and attention. Why should I? :D

So this blog is becoming pointless now. That would be all for this post.
Love lots, Me :)

Stats

Obviously, looking at the graph above, my blogging has decreased. It's coz I have nothing to talk about. I have been staying at home for the past few days and what's to talk about about me being at home? Our living room? Kitchen? Rooms? How piggy my life has been the past week? Haha.

Looking at the statistics above, my pageviews today is zero. Hahahahaha. That's a bit sad.
But looking at my page view last month, it's a total of 129. It gave me a little ray of sunshine. Hahaha.

Now look at my Audience. I was shocked when I saw that I actually have readers from America! Hahahahahaha. *thick-face mode*
This is my blog anyway so I can write whatever I want! It's like my Freedom Wall.
I have readers from America OMG! Hahahahaha.

I have a busy week ahead and it's Bruno Mars' concert this Thursday so I sure will be able to blog a lot in the days ahead!

Have a great week, everyone!!! :)

The SECRET

DOES THE SECRET WORK?
Anonymous: THOUGHTS BECOME THINGS if you put your energy to the goals you want you'll achieve them, cause the universe is your infinite catalog, you have to ask and know how to receive what you want. And you always have to think positive to attract good things, if you are negative you will receive bad things. But negative thoughts are more weak than positive thoughts so you have to stop thinking negative even if you think that your positive thought is so much to believe.
Cappo359: No. It's hogwash. (hogwash means false, worthless, ridiculous)
Joseph G: Your life is up to you. There is no "energy field" that punishes you for "thinking bad thoughts". Nor will it reward you for have "good thoughts"

Some people believe it. Some people don't.
As for me, I still haven't decided yet. I tested the Secret a hundred times and there were times when it actually worked, but there were also times when it didn't.
I actually think of it as just of those superstitions. But absolutely a good one.
It's basically about mind-setting. It's about being optimistic. It's about having a positive outlook in life. It's about focusing on the happy side of the world. I've read the book and I've seen the documentary and it says that if the Secret doesn't work for you then maybe you're attracting something that isn't meant for you. Hmmm. I don't believe in destiny or things that they say are "meant for you". What Blair Waldorf said, that "Destiny is for losers. It's just a stupid excuse of waiting for things to happen instead of making them happen", is totally agreeable. Right? As for those things that didn't happen to me though I used the Secret, I didn't make a move to make those things happen anyway so that explains it.

Let's say you wanna be on top of your class, and you use the Secret. Ya think it will work? Of course! But with hard work!
Let's say you want your crush to text you first, and you use the Secret. Ya think it will work? Of course! If he knows your existence! And if you befriend him. Not just wait all day looking at your phone waiting for him to text you first when he doesn't even know you.

"Don't just settle for imaginations for something that may be real" -Anonymous
"The mind is everything; what you think, you become" -Gautama Buddha
"Some people want it to happen, some wish it would happen, others make it happen." -Michael Jordan

Whether the Secret is true or not, there's nothing wrong with being optimistic. It gives you a positive vibe and makes you happy. Now, who doesn't wanna be happy?